horridoll17

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Going Away to College by horridoll17, literature

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Going Away to College

living in a house full of strangers i used to know who still say the same things they used to say nothing is new nothing ever changes except me and all the same people i used to know are frozen in time never changing never moving on pathetic and insecure living their lives of quiet desperation nothing ever changes except me this nothing little town is even more stifling and intolerant even more insignificant nothing ever changes except for me

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The Smoldering by horridoll17, literature

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The Smoldering

Embers of her heart glow Amongst the ash at dusk Remains filled with warmth But she's only hollow Reach inside her eyes And pour out the dust Memories float through the sky As she slips away Through the smoke and ash A pale light growing colder Charred heart burning Still loving, still filled with hope Watch as her embers fade Her eyes turn to dust And she blows away Fades away, into nothingness

Untitled 01 by horridoll17, literature

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Untitled 01

I'm disposable You're throwing me away You throw away memories Throw away time Throw away all the promises And dreams you have at night Throw away lessons Throw away love Throw away memories Toss out the sky Throw away angels Dispose of the demons And toss away lies Cast off your life Throw away the stars Throw away the moon Nothing much else matters to you Keep your secrets Keep your motives Keep your reasons And load the gun

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Expectant of Spring by guns4jesus2004, literature

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Expectant of Spring

pull up in a cart and bring my heart to the chop shop set my neck on granite block waiting for the axe to drop and imagine pretty things pretty sights, pretty women laughing in the fountains surrounded by the trees and the dryads and the nymphs waiting calmly for the spring waiting for the thaw that drips with moisture on the undersides of gently shaking leaves the last frost crept inside me and it never ever leaves

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Pulchritude by guns4jesus2004, literature

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Pulchritude

you were the lightning bolt that blasted up at me unexpected, like a snake, from solid stone you were the brilliant flashing tones of sun-wrought gold peering out from troves in cliffs unearthed. you were the uncut diamond found in midden heap, carousing in rough tones with flies and ants you were the sudden thrilling prick of safety pin and tickle as you puncture through my skin and you were things i didnt really know and you were things i didnt know i knew and you were things i dont know why i didnt know but happy are the wise, for now i do you are the thick scent of roses plastered on the wind to sink and permeate into my ever

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Grind by guns4jesus2004, literature

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Grind

smear me pen on paper ideas can't heal hear me screaming, sold a brick of bone can't feel. and i grind down to the core genocidal conquest reaching ever for a place of relative safety a fortress of minimal peace a new town that might not lynch me a trap with a chance of release poisoned razorblade fog creeping across the floor under the door into my dreams while i am sleeping to make me dream of you once more to wake and scream of you once more to make me yearn for you once more to make me bleed and burn once more please let me go please let me go.

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Artist // Student

United States
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: cinderblock cell
Print preference: fresh and sniff-able
Personal Quote: My country is the world, and my religion is to do good.

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too many to ever list

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I'm a first year graphic design student. I cut paper and paste it to other paper.

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many things, mostly shiny

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horridoll17

Nov 30, 2008

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I am still alive. I have very little time for the internet these days. College life, you know? I am beginning to know myself. Maybe something productive will come from that. I put all of my "art" (aka "complete shit") into storage and left the poems up. I'm not sure how I feel about the poems, but if anyone cares, they're there. Take care, B. PS - I think I ought to give up on the poetry completely. I am much, much better at essay writing. Perhaps I should work on a novel instead, ha.